2016-12-29 09:45 pm (UTC)
Here is some water, some light, some bread, and some warmth 2
Everybody learn and change in life, and sometimes we change from what we were, and our friends and lover does too, sometimes together and we grow together, but sometimes in different direction, and in such a way, that we take a different pattern and a different road, so far away from each others, that we can never reconcile, nor work together, nor agree, nor live together, nor be friends again.
It is the lot of humans being.
The ones that once made you grow, now hinder you from doing so, and you have little in common but memories, that too are changed in the mind of each others.
It is the price of self development.
You do not have to stay where the other stay, nor follow anyone but your own path.
Stay true to your path, stay true to you, to your core,
and everything else will become harmonious and easier.
Everything else in your life will realign itself with what you want and need, and you will become happy.
It is the dissension, and to many of them, in your life and around you, between what you are, need and want, and what others want from you, can give, and have become, who is the cause of the disharmony inside you, who make disharmonic waves around you too. And influence your life everywhere.
All is connected.
Like an orchestra where all instruments play for themselves in total cacophony.
You have to readjust your relationships, and rearrange them, as you know to do, not by making artificial superficial change who never work, but by taking the necessary steps toward a more definitive solution, so that everything is in balance again.
and then you can stand inside yourself, reston you, and rest on yourself like a tree.
Full of confidence and able to trust you and your intuition.
You made a mistake on the person
She was not an angel, never, and she didn't have the heavenly quality you and others, later on gave her.
Angels dont spit venom.
and dont bite to hurt long.
Some humans do that, and some do it often.
You ask "what happened to you?"
it happened that her mask fall
it happened that life came in the way of illusion.
it happened that you saw the face you didn't knew existed, and therefor couldn't recognise, and was long to admit was the same person.
Remember the good
Learn from the bad and hurtful
and move on.
The road is open in front of you,
the stakes of your future already set in place,
everything awaits you.
Take charge of your future
and the future will take very good care of you.
You need a hug, and good company.
Tomorrow begin today.